Monday, May 31, 2010



Sunday, May 23, 2010

Give Up

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Sunday, May 16, 2010

My love journey have come to end

The waiting become dust,
the journey has come to the end.
The end of my first love's love journey.
The end with a big question mark.
And i dun wan figure out what is the answer
the answer no longer important to me
although i can guess it.
This is your choice and I respect you
I wont forget your face,affection,love,care,loyalty,faithful,
I respect you.
We still can be friend.
The longer i write this post the more i feel the pain.
I'm not the good one for you.
But thx a lot for telling me you no longer love me.
I appreciate what we have been go through this 10month1week
It's a wonderful memory
and I remember it for my whole life.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Form 6

I will continue my study in form6.This is still not last decision at all.Still got some alternative ways.But I not going to put a lot of my attention on that.Is good to become a form six student.STPM stand for Sijil Tinggi Persekolahan Malaysia.This cert is quite value before he education ministry introduce another system.The reason they are going to create and introduce another kind of system for form 6 purposely want to attract more student continue their study on form6.Luckily,this year not yet.the students born in 1992 years in Malaysia always be the white mice of the Education Experiment!!!Why i say that is you can see trough many kind of system is change.For instance there is one test for standard 3 to jump 1 year to standard 5 but approach our they cancel the program.Form3 ,in order to practice my love to country the education ministry introduce one newly subject(sivik).Honestly,you know most of the Chinese love this country.There is no disaster,poverty,savage,chaos,crime that involved plenty of fire arms.Just some petty thief,robbing,small kind of smuggling,give bride to the officer etc.Honestly,I love my country and i am thankful to be a Malaysian.But apart from this,what is the eye sore for me is the politician,the reality,unjust,unfair,blackmail,selfish of government.I hate politician most.I know some of them really good but just some.BN lose from last election.What they do is playing trick,give bride,humiliate our chinese race.Who is the knight behind all these?I think you also know who is that.What is their weapon?Only one.Money.The scourge of all these things.It destroy our chinese pride and torn it into shreds.I dun want talk anymore about politic it make me more frustrated
Back to origin,the education ministry split all the ABCDEF grade into 3 grade which is A+,A,A- which use to be A1 and A2 only.Are we white mice.Just think about it.
Okay,Why I have chosen Form6 is the STPM cert is value.The cert is approve by plenty of country and it can be consider as one of the toughest exam paper in Asian.It is quite challenging.This morning the lecture advise us if you are not affordable Please dun take STPM It going to waste your time.The add math in form5 can be graded as 2-3 difficulty but the mathematics science in form 6 can be graded 7-8 difficulty.Look at their difference.It is a big gap.No doubt and it's stunning.If you think you are skillful in form5 and you assume form 6 is a playground just like form5.You are totally wrong.If you only graduate from form 5.It is just like 'the operation is successful and perfect everything going smooth but the patient die' =.=!!!
I'm ok with studying form6 just it is quite challenging and hard to achieve the score.The only thing become my eyesore is the teachers especially the discipline teacher.She always talking nonsense and wasting a lot of our time.Our time is precious you know?And one more thing i help all the form 6 students say.I dun want to cut my hair T.T I'm ok now because I just come back from camp PLKN.My hair still short=.=So this is not so troublesome yet but sooner it make a lot of troubles.
They always think that by shortening our hair can strengthen our discipline.I provoke that.Aldolf Hitler one of the famous and cruel general of German i think,he kill million of jews because of his narrow minded thinking.He has a very short hair but are he a discipline man.Maybe he is but is he a good man?no he wasn't he kill the innocent to fulfill his desire.Short hair does not mean anything.It just appearance not the heart .So please dun emphasis too much on the hair=.=
Lastly i going form 6 start from tomorrow.Therefore think twice about your future journey.Remember what we had read in form 5 'The Road Not Taken'^^
Bye,Keep In Touch.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Simba,My Inspiration

Under the Stars/ Simba Alive

Haha,after format my computer(although my comp now still got some minor problems),i dig a hole on my song album and now i am listening the lion king's song and become my inspiration,i inspire the main character of lion king Simba.Quite cute he is.These few days,I think a lot.Feeling boring,worry,unhappy,hesitate,suspicious and guilty.I'm the one i used to be.I thought i was stronger and tough but that's merely a barrier to my true heart,covering my weakness,my fear,lonely and heart is nil now.It's hollow no longer warm.I am cold-heart man now(before I think about it and inspire this little character).
Simba can confront these challenges why not me.He can overcome his fear and loneliness why not me?He was a child and immature meet the strangers and become friend of them.he can consume a totally different kind of food and begin his new longer unhappy but cheerful from that day.Everybody think of me i'm a positive minded man.Am I the one?My family is counting on me to raise my family reputation.Can i pick up this big responsible?Am I suppose to become other people wish for or just be myself?If just be myself what kind of person should be?Honestly,I dunno who am i can be.I always have guidance always following other people wish for.Id only if i lose this guidance,will i achieve those achievement i fight for these few years.NO DOUBT,THE ANSWER IS NO!!!!!!!
So this kind of situation is ironic to me.I'm hesitate.The road that i have taken will decide the way of lifestyle in my future life.Some say you can still change your road after feeling not suitable.Just like a salesman asking strangers in front of strangers' door.If can manage to persuade and convince your customers you can get in to their house but if you cant convince them you will fail go into their house.Look at where the salesman standing on.If fail you just back to the start point it is nothing to afraid.just back to zero the zero that you face before.
After all,Am i good to become a 'salesman' i have mentioned above?With positive thinking you can do that and apply the concept on very much of thing.But how about you does not able to put down those achievement you have fighting for so long now?
Just learn from experience.
Just think positively and everything you see is positve.
Dun envy others.
Dun feel guilty,just tell them and wish for forgiveness from them.
Convince yourself be who you are.
Dun easily influenced by others if you very sure of your choice you have chosen is right.
Dun scare of others people sight.
Dun easily broken heart by other people criticism
Dun fear of your decision unless you have no confidence
Be confidence with your sense
Self believing
Never give up hope
Show your affection to other
Open your mind
Goodbye to negative thinking.Just achieve your goal.Obstacles will make us grow up and mature.But you cant control your emotion in one day need take time.Give me some times i will try to remind myself and grow up.
Begin my new life starting from this seconds.I'm going my school life form 6 tomorrow.Bye.Happy mother's day to the mothers in this world especially my mother.